ALWAYS TOOK FOR GRANTED THAT TEAGEN WOULD STAY LITTLE AND MINE FOREVER, ONLY RECENTLY HAVE I DISCOVERED THAT IS NOT THE CASE, I JUST STARTED A NEW JOB, I LOVE IT HOWEVER BEING AWAY FROM TEAGEN WAS HARDER THEN I THOUGHT. AS I WATCHED HIM IN PRESCHOOL TODAY I HAD TO CHOKE BACK THE TEARS. THIS OVER WHELMING FEELING OF I NEED TO BE WITH TEAGEN EVERY SECOND OF HIS LIFE. I KNOW I DON'T BUT I WANT JESSE AND I TO SEE HIS FIRST EVERYTHING, I HAVE MISSED SOME OF HIS EXPERIENCES BUT BELIEVE ME IT WONT HAPPEN AGAIN I HAVE NEVER BEEN ONE FOR PLAYING BALL BUT TODAY TEAGEN SAID AT RECESS MOMMY YOU WANT TO PLAY BALL. EXPECTING ME TO SAY NO OR I'M TOO TIRED I SAID I WOULD LOVE TOO TEAGEN HAD THIS PRICELESS LOOK ON HIS FACE THAT I WILL CARRY IN MY HEART FOREVER.I'M GLAD I REALIZED THIS. MY HUSBAND IS THE ONE THAT MADE ME REALIZE. I WILL BE GRATEFUL FOREVER.