Thursday, February 7, 2013

Teagen and I were in the car today singing away and he said "mom Ithink I probably have the best voice in the entire world" Im so glad he is so confident! Teagen continues to grow and amaze me everyday, I am so blessed to have him in my life. It is imposible to be sad around him, his smile and laughter fill the room with love.

Monday, March 19, 2012

Profile Pictures

Profile Pictures Teagen  and I are starting a brand new life.I am now a single mom with the most amazing child ever!!!  life can change in the blink of an eye, but we can choose the way we react to it and make it amazing if we so choose.

Thursday, March 31, 2011

JESSE AND I ARE SO PROUD OF TEAGEN. I HAVE TO SAY I WAS A BITE FRUSTRATED AND OVERWHELEMED BY THE ALL HOMEWORK TEAGENS SCHOOL WAS SENDING HOME. JESSE AND I HAD TO ASK OUR SELVES IS ALL OF THIS HOMEWORK REALLY GOOD FOR TEAGEN. OUR CONCERN WAS TEAGEN HAVING SO MUCH HOMEWORK WOULD MAKE HIM REALLY NOT LIKE SCHOOL. WE DIDNT WANT HIM TO HAVE A BAD EXPERIENCE AND HATE SCHOOL. WE WENT TO HIS PARENT TEACHER CONFRENCE TONIGHT AND ALL THE STRUGGELS AND TOUGH TIMES WERE WORTH IT. TEAGEN IS LEARNING SO MUCH AND HIS FACE BEAMED WHEN HE HEARD ALL OF HIS PROGRESS. HIS SCHOOL IS KIND OF A MIXED BLESSING, THEY ARE PUSHED SO HARD BUT IN THE END HE IS GOING TO HAVE AN AMAZING EXPERIENCE AND EDUCATION.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

 

 

 

 
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JACKSON AND TEAGEN LOVE EACHOTHER SO MUCH! JACKSON WAS HAPPY WATCHING CARTOONS ON THE BED AS LONG AS TEAGEN WAS THERE. TEAGEN LEFT TO GET A DRINK BUT JACKSON WAS HAVING NONE OF THAT!

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

WE HAD A PRETTY GOOD YEAR BUT NOT WITHOUT TRIALS. JESSES SISTER AND BROTHER IN LAW LOST THERE BABY WHEN SHE WAS ABOUT SEVEN MONTHS ALONG. IT WAS ONE OF THE HARDEST THINGS TO WATCH SOMEONE YOU LOVE SO MUCH GO THROUGH THAT.WE TRAVELED TO BOISE TO SAY GOODBYE TO SWEET LITTLE MATTHEW. HIS NAME MEANS A GIFT FROM GOD,HE TRULY IS A GIFT. JANEEN AND BRENT HAVE BEEN SO STRONG,IT IS GOOD TO KNOW THAT FAMILIES ARE ETERNAL AND WE WILL ALL SEE HIM AGAIN AND MATTHEWS MOM AND DAD WILL HOLD HIM IN THERE ARMS AGAIN, ONLY THIS TIME THEY WILL NOT HAVE TO LET GO. HERE IS A POEM THAT JESSE WAS SO PRIVILEGED TO READ AT MATTHEWS FUNERAL


MATTHEW DUANE CARVER DECEMBER 11TH 2010

FOR TIME AND ALL ETERNITY
DADDY WHY ARE THOSE PEOPLE CRYING?
THEY ARE CRYING FOR YOU MY CHILD
WHY?
MY CHILD IT IS BECAUSE THEY LOVE YOU
DADDY HOW CAN THIS BE?
WE HAVE NEVER MET
NO MY CHILD I BROUGHT YOU BACK
BEFORE THEY GOT A CHANCE TO KNOW YOU
DADDY HOW IS IT THAT THEY CAN LOVE ME?
MY CHILD ONE DOSE NOT HAVE TO SEE OR TOUCH
OR HOLD IN ORDER TO LOVE
DADDY THOSE TWO SEEM TO BE CRYING THE MOST
MY CHILD THAT IS BECAUSE THEY LOVED YOU THE MOST
DADDY WHY WOULD YOU TAKE ME AWAY IF IT MADE THEM CRY?
my child i needed you here
daddy will you please comfort them?
and help them not to cry?
MY CHILD DON'T WORRY I WILL TAKE CARE OF THEM
YOU WILL SEE
DADDY WILL I EVER GET TO BE WITH THOSE
THAT LOVED ME MOST?
OH YES MY CHILD,THIS I PROMISE YOU
YOU ARE A FAMILY FOR TIME AND ALL ETERNITY


JAKE HINCKLEY WE LOVE YOU MATTHEW
 
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MORE RANDOM LAGOON PICTURES. JESSE WOULD NOT RIDE THIS RIDE WITH ME SO SOME NICE RANDOM GIRL DID
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I HAVE TO SAY IT IS REALLY TRUE THAT GOD SENDS US ANGELS. THIS IS A PICTURE OF DeANNA WHITE AND MIKE OAKES, DeANNA HAS TRUELY BEEN SUCH A BLESSING IN OUR LIVES. I HAVE COME TO THINK OF HER AS A SECOND MOM, SHE ALWAYS TELLS ME THIS TOO SHALL PASS. I CANT TELL YOU HOW MANY TIMES I HAVE LEANED ON THAT SAYING AND HER. THANKS MOM AND LOVE YOU
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FAMILY PICTURES
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I HAVE TO BE THE LUCKIEST GIRL ALIVE!
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TEAGEN WAS NOT SURE WHAT TO DO AROUND ALL THOSE PRETTY GIRLS
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I AM REALLY BAD AT KEEPING UP SO I AM GOING TO DO MY BEST, LAST YEAR WE TOOK TEAGEN TO LAGOON AND WE HAD SO MUCH FUN! I CANT PROMISE THESE PICTURES WILL BE IN ORDER BUT HERE GOES
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Sunday, January 30, 2011





JESSE GETTING ALL READY TO GO. I AM NOT A FAN OF CAMPING BUT I HAVE TO ADMITT IT LOOKED LIKE ALOT OF FUN AND I MISSED THEM. I AM VERY EXCITED I GET TO GO THIS YEAR


I DID THE SUMMER MUSICAL AGAIN. WE DID OKLAHOMA.IT WAS AL OT OF FUN HOWEVER I REALLY MISSED MY FAMILY. IM NOT A BIG CAMPER BUT I WAS SAD TO HAVE MISSED ALL THE FUN AT CAMPING.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

OUR FAMILY 2010

I cant believe how fast this year went. Jesse is still working at Premier in Rexburg and I am still at the Apple Athletic club. Teagen started kindergarten this year and boy did i cry. Teagen and I got out of the car and i took his hand. As I looked into his sweet face I could see a million questions in his eyes. I simply said as i gave him a little push into the building that everything was going to be OK. I'm not sure how I convinced him of that when I myself did not at that point believe it. I Took him to his classroom tear free, hugged him and said I love you see you soon. As the parents were leaving Teagens teacher was handing out letters to all of us. I assumed it was just the class schedule. I walked quickly to my car and tried to avoid everyone because i did not want them to see my tears. I got in my car and pulled away. Surprisingly i was OK. I looked around and saw many moms reading the letter from Mrs. Davenport. All of them crying I wondered what would make them cry from a schedule. I just thought hmmm that's odd. When I got home I pulled out what I thought was the school schedule. I was so proud of myself for holding it together, as i began to read the words on the page I could no longer hold it together. This was not a class schedule at all. The page read THE FIRST DAY

i GAVE YOU A LITTLE WINK AND SMILE
AS YOU ENTERED MY ROOM TODAY.
FOR I KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO LEAVE
AND KNOW YOUR CHILDREN MUST STAY.
YOU HAVE BEEN WITH THEM FOR 5 YEARS NOW
AND HAVE BEEN A LOVING GUIDE
BUT NOW ALAS THE TIME HAS COME
TO LEAVE THEM AT MY SIDE
JUST KNOW THAT AS YOU DRIVE AWAY
AND TEARS DOWN YOUR CHECKS MAY FLOW
ILL LOVE THEM AS I WOULD MY OWN
AND HELP THEM LEARN AND GROW
FOR AS A PARENT I TOO KNOW
HOW QUICKLY THE YEARS DO PASS
AND THAT ONE DAY SOON IT WILL BE MY TURN
TO TAKE MY CHILD TO CLASS
SO PLEASE PUT YOUR MIND AT EASE
AND CRY THOSE TEARS NO MORE
FOR I WILL LOVE THEM AND TAKE THEM IN
WHEN YOU LEAVE THEM AT THE DOOR.

Sunday, September 19, 2010


FUN AT THE RIVER!
I have been so terrible at posting lately and i will really try to do better! We had a family bbq, it is always so nice to see family!






Sunday, March 28, 2010

Facebook | Jori Law

Facebook | Jori Law: "Teagen and i were sitting in sacrament meeting and all the kids were baring there testominoes sp? and as i was thinking please teagen dont say you want to go up there he looked at me and said 'mom when is it my turn?' My heart sunk and i thought do the right thing. I said lets go i was so scared and at the last min...ute he said oh nevermind i dont want to. i cant say i was not releived, its hard getting up thereSee More
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Thursday, February 11, 2010

in order to hear what teagen is saying at the dentist you have to go to the bottom of my page and turn off the music
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Monday, January 25, 2010

Teagen and I went sledding on Sunday. He really wanted to go on Saturday, but the weather did not permit. I was very suprised, because last year he was very hesitant and did not really care for it. Too fast, cold, or always had something to complain about. This time, he was so excited. He was full of energy, and we hiked up that hill too many times to count. After the first time down both of us together he was ready to take it all by himself. I was so hesitant, because I could tell he was going to slide a whole lot faster, because of the LESS DRAG with my butt in there. Oh was it so true, he took off and I tried to catch him on the other sled, but forget it, he was gone. I got really worried as there are vehicles lined at the bottom, but there was plenty of room for him to stop. I also worried he would crash and burn, and get hurt. He was tough, he did crash a couple times, but got up and shook it off. Very impressed, and suprised over last years results. We raced, and hit some jumps. He loved it. He beat me every time. I even tried to cheat, and he still passed me. I played like I was 10 years old, and now I hurt so bad.. FUN FUN. He loved it. Hope you all enjoy.