TEAGEN HAS BEEN GOING TO PRESCHOOL NOW FOR A COUPEL OF WEEKS NOW. I HAVE ALWAYS STAYED AND VOLINTERED. I HAVE DECIDED TO ONLY VOLINTEER ONCE A WEEK BECAUSE IF I AM THERE ALL THE TIME I AM WORRIED THAT HE WILL NOT KNOW HOW TO BE AWAY FROM ME. ANYWAY TODAY WAS THE FIRST DAY I HAVE EVER LEFT HIM ALONE OTHER THEN WITH MY FAMILY. I HAD A HUGE KNOT IN MY TUMMY AS I DROVE AWAY. MY BABY HE IS ALL ALONE WITHOUT ME IN THIS BIG WORLD. OK ITS ONLY PRESCHOOL BUT IT IS THE WORST FEELING LEAVING YOUR BABY FOR THE FIRST TIME. I CRIED ALL THE WAY HOME. BEFORE I DROPPED TEAGEN OFF HE SAID MOM DONT CRY I WILL BE BRAVE. I HOPE THE WORLD WILL TAKE CARE OF MY BABY AND BE KIND